I'm into my second week of a partial hospitalization program to help me deal with my illness. Yes, I called it an illness.
Maybe I've been listening to the staff too long, but I really want some normalcy back in my life. This last manic wave was too much. To use my surfing analogy again, I want a glassy sea with some.even sets of waves. Granted I don't want to be normal.
Normal is boring.
So during treatment, no booze. Zero. Zilch. Turns out alcohol and bipolarity make for a frothy mix of blech. Now if you know Jim, Jim hearts beer. I blame my friend Andy, but I love the variety, the flavors, the people who also love beer, everything about it.
And now I need to give it up for my own sanity.
Sad Jim. But being stuck in the dungeon of depression with a few burning man bouts of mania is not life. It's a bad dream
So goodbye my frothy friend. I'll miss thee.
Raising a glass of peach tea crystal light to a different, but hopefully better life.
any time you want to hang out sans drinks we're totally up for it :)
ReplyDeleteThanks gena! Always appreciate a way out!
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